Well, this appers to be my first journal! Hurray, for pointless ranting! Yes, well me I'm boring, and life sucks. Mostly cos' it's winter. Does anyone even like winter. I mean it's great there is skiing and snowboarding! Regardless of the fact that I hurt something when I do winter sports. I have a thoery: No one gets enough vitamin D in the winter making everyone pissing, annoying and pessamistic! I hate winter, it is a terribe season! Plus it really doesn't help that all my other friends seem to be on cloud nine. My one friend is saying how much he loves being his age, and how good school is going. I however, think life sucks. I am far too young to have any freedom. I feel like I have no friends, mostly cos' one of my best friends seems to be taking a better liking to this one girl. Not like liking, just liking better than me. And it really doesn't help that I just yelled at my best friend cos' we don't have a project due, and the girl she seems to like more than me. Well she called he and laughed on the phone the whole time. I however yelled at her, and I made a joke, but she took it seriously. So I'm thinking, well there goes another failed friendship. As are most of mine. I really do feel pathetic right now, whinning to no one. In the school computer lab, ranting about my problems, to no one. Cos' I really know no one will read this. Cos' no one cares enough and I know that. PLus my creepy principal is over my shoulder. Ops there goes the ball toodles!